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2011-05-22T19:40:00.001-07:00

here's a video. if it'll work. god forbid.

Gossip Haiku

2011-05-10T05:02:00.000-07:00

Haven't posted anything new in a long time~ Not like anybody sees~ But that's alright because I have dA.
It sounded a bit like a poem, but meh? Who cares.
Here's the poem~

Whisper silently,
Rumors, tales, gossip, harming,
You backstabbing whores.
-Ishiko

Short Poem

2010-11-29T07:37:00.001-08:00

This is what challenges are,
Is it hard to come up with phrases that flow?
A rhyme scheme that is
Short, sweet, and to the point?
Poem.

Quote~

2010-11-29T07:36:00.000-08:00

- I am what I am. What I failed to do today, I will succeed tomorrow. What I succeed today... Well let's just face it, succeeding feels pretty sweet.
-Ishiko

EMBARRASSED

2010-11-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

Color rushing to my cheeks,
Words fall silent
As grins spread on faces.
All around me, sneers.
                 "You like him~"
I do.
                 "You want him~"
Not quite.

I turn a darker shade of red,
Much like a strawberry.
                "You want him, bad~"
No.

I bury my face in my arms,
Hiding from them all,
My secret I've tried so hard to keep,
Revealed.
      Wolf howls, cat calls,
I am flushed in a red velvet,
                "Stop," I whisper.
The teasing continues.

I am so embarrassed.

Speechless

2010-11-29T07:30:00.000-08:00

I feel naked,
So bare,
Like a deer caught in the headlights,
Frankly, scared.
I'm petrified around you,
I feel muted.
My soul taken away.
My thoughts frozen.
Every word to say flies from me,
My blue sky skills turn gray.
I don't know what to say to you,
I don't know what to do.
Muscle spasms force my body to take leaps and turns when you see me,
But it's only on the inside.
If you could see my feelings for you,
Would you turn away?
Leave me, dead, to rot,
On the cellar floor,
Repulsed by my feelings,
Rejected forevermore,
So instead of being me around you,
I remain mute like an African dog,
Pass glances in the hallway,
And try to be comfortable with the thought,
That You and I is just a fantasy,
A dream that won't come true,
So instead of saying just one word,
I'm speechless around you.

Newly Weds

2010-11-29T07:03:00.000-08:00

Ocean waves swiftly turning,
            In this sea of blue,
Giggles Errupt from deep below,
            In the blackest light of a new moon,
Legs flailr in a child's game,
            And life as we know it will forever change,
A gold glistening when hands collide,
            Will innocence never die?
Silly days, and silly nights of feeling,
            In this silky sea.
It's not the love of newly weds in a sunlit room,
            It's the love quite long ago,
And it burns like a roaring fire,
            No, instead of the love of two in one,
It's the love of little children,
            As they tickle each other in a childish game
Undeneathe a sea of covers.


                                                                              -Ishiko 2010

W R I T E R S B L O C K

2010-10-04T07:29:00.001-07:00

Empty empty empty screen,
Words must fill you up.
Somehow words can't flow to my mind,
And it really really sucks.
Empty empty empty screen,
No words have filled the page,
And so you remain blank,
And my mind be trapped in a cage,
Empty empty empty screen,
How must my mind flow,
Why causes the words to dissappear?
What causes to words to glow?
Oh, Empty empty empty screen,
How can I help you now?
The words are lingering inside of me,
The words are there, I vow.
Empty empty empty screen,
I cannot save you, how?
How could I save you, empty screen,
When words escape me now?

---
irony, and attempting to help my block in one.
how about that?

God Give Me Courage, God Give Me Strength

2010-09-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

I feel slightly timid around you
Breathe in, breathe out, may God give me courage, may God give me strength.
I can't help but feel nervous around you.
Breathe in, breathe out, may God give me courage, may God give me strength.
Friendships that used to be, Our Friendship that ended
Breathe in, breathe out, may God give me courage, may God give me strength.
May God let me figure, May God help me come to realize.
Breathe in, breathe out, may God give me courage, may God give me strength.
May God help me realize, our friendship will never last.
Breathe in, breathe out, may God give me courage, may God give me strength.
May God let me move on,
Breathe in, breathe out, may God give me courage, may God give me strength.
May I move on, Without you at my side.
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-Ishiko

2009-08-02T05:13:00.000-07:00

a lot of people
tend to forget
how powerful love is
they abuse the power
they mistreat the power
and they sometimes kick the power.
the heart is fragile,
getting the news
you boyfriend has cheated on you,
is more than one stab in the back,
it's one, and a million more.
it would've been better if he'd broken up with you,
but no,
he tortured you.
tortured,
the word rings on your tongue for a long time.
yes,
that's what he did.
and then he hurt you more,
because he never had feelings for you.
this is how people mistreat
abuse,
and kick the power of love.